Thursday, January 09, 2003 :::
 

It’s back to school and back to look for a job (I hope). I start school on Monday and I need to find a job. I don’t want to nurse, too much stress, lifting, and moving around. My back is getting worse and worse. I love to walk but now even a short distance gives me problems. After all those years of working with wheelchair bound people, I know that I am lucky, that I can walk, or move at all, even with the pain, but I am scared that I may end up like that. I have no insurance or money for test (on my back or neck or head) and I know it’s getting worse. Boo fucking hoo. If I can just make it around campus for a few hours and then go home and take some naproxen sodium and rest. This is my violin rant page, so I am indulging my bull shit. I wish I didn’t have these problems. Oh well. School will be fun. I love text books, lectures, professors, and everything about it. I can hardly wait. Maybe I’ll find a job on campus.

::: posted by melanie at 9:21 AM